He's Like a Breath of Fresh Air

I decided to quit smoking. Bad idea! I'm dying in my smokey soul!!! I swear! I've gained weight,. I feel angry, then sad, then rah!, then just plain blaze! It's a nightmare!

And I know those of you out there who are quote/unquote, "better than me", are like, oh, well you chose to start! NO I DID NOT! It was practically pushed on me by a special person who will remain nameless because he'd probably cut himself if he found out how much I truly hate his guts!!

He's terrible. And he smokes like a chimney! And every time I get that painstaking itch to smoke - each pound I gain - each time I cough up something that should have never been there to begin with - just reminds me more and more that the day I kicked him out, was the birth of a truly better life for me!!

So why do I not just go on smoking if I want it so bad? Mr. Anonymous. He's amazing, but allergic to cigarette smoke. He listens to everything I say, as long as there is no cigarette in my mouth. His kisses are amazing - and mine, if I want them - as long as I don't taste like an ashtray. Getting the picture? My only questions now is - is it worth is?

Just watch my face when I see it's him calling. It looks like a solid yes to me!

X's and O's

~Joanna

And for anyone else in the same boat as me:
Giving up Smoking.com
American Lung Association: Quit Smoking
QuitSmokingSupport.com