Love Stinks...or so the song says...
So I've been thinking! It's hard work being in a relationship. Everyone is different and brings different things and different neuroses to the table and it's hard to navigate the waters of a new relationship!
Like, seasoned relationships usually have all the kinks worked out...and brand new relationships are usually so new that people are blind to the problems, but there is that middle ground where you are unsure about everything and the biggest fights occur because you are trying to figure out boundaries and comfortable places. It's the part where you find out if this crush is truly love, or if it is just a beautiful summer fling that you tried for months and months to have, but he just wouldn't let you.
Yeah...yeah....that's where I am. It's hard, but I really, really think that Mr. Anonymous and I can work through it. I mean, dare I say it...the "L" word? I don't know, but I think I might just!!! Either way, it sucks right now because we're working out the kinks and the horrible shit that has happened to both of us in the past and GOD!!!!! is it hard and frustrating. But I think, if I do truly love him as I claim I do, that I can look past it, relax and learn to accept both of us for who we are!
On another note, my poor brother was dicked around by his girlfriend because she didn't have the fucking guts to break up with him. Thankfully, he got sick of being treated like yesterdays news and broke it off with her. In doing that, he found out she wanted to break up with him for a while, but I truly feel that he is the one who broke it off with her. It just sucks because he treated her like gold, when everyone else treated her like shit, and she prefers to be an afterthought notch in some douche bags bed, rather than a princess in the world of a man among men. Whatever. It's not my relationship; it just sucks that that whore is a bitch and I let her into my life. LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So anyway kiddies, just keep your heads up. Fall seems to be the season where the summer flings are separated from the real relationships, and I'm just hoping to survive!!!
Here's to all our survivals!!!!
Hugs!!!
Joanna!
Like, seasoned relationships usually have all the kinks worked out...and brand new relationships are usually so new that people are blind to the problems, but there is that middle ground where you are unsure about everything and the biggest fights occur because you are trying to figure out boundaries and comfortable places. It's the part where you find out if this crush is truly love, or if it is just a beautiful summer fling that you tried for months and months to have, but he just wouldn't let you.
Yeah...yeah....that's where I am. It's hard, but I really, really think that Mr. Anonymous and I can work through it. I mean, dare I say it...the "L" word? I don't know, but I think I might just!!! Either way, it sucks right now because we're working out the kinks and the horrible shit that has happened to both of us in the past and GOD!!!!! is it hard and frustrating. But I think, if I do truly love him as I claim I do, that I can look past it, relax and learn to accept both of us for who we are!
On another note, my poor brother was dicked around by his girlfriend because she didn't have the fucking guts to break up with him. Thankfully, he got sick of being treated like yesterdays news and broke it off with her. In doing that, he found out she wanted to break up with him for a while, but I truly feel that he is the one who broke it off with her. It just sucks because he treated her like gold, when everyone else treated her like shit, and she prefers to be an afterthought notch in some douche bags bed, rather than a princess in the world of a man among men. Whatever. It's not my relationship; it just sucks that that whore is a bitch and I let her into my life. LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So anyway kiddies, just keep your heads up. Fall seems to be the season where the summer flings are separated from the real relationships, and I'm just hoping to survive!!!
Here's to all our survivals!!!!
Hugs!!!
Joanna!
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